How could you...??

I thought you are my best friend..

I thought u really care about me..

I thought we are a really really good friends..

***

Who expect you did it to me?

It is not about the things that u did not tell me..

But even this is about what u did tell me..

which was not true..

which was a lie..

It is about trust..

I have been crying deep in my heart today..

I keep wondering how could you did this to me?

How could you disappointed me this way..

How could you feel afraid if I can get better than you?

Is that a real friendship??

Do you remember all the things I've done for you,

without thinking about me me me anymore,

but I was only thinking about you you and you..

Coz I do care to you..

As long as I can do something for you, I'll try my best...

Always..

***

I remember your first smile...

I remember the feeling when I was forcing myself to talk to you..

I remember the first day we met..

But now I know for sure that honestly...

~ you hate me..

huufth..

what a tiring week..>.<

huuuuffftthhh...

Today is only Monday..

But there are lots of things in my mind..

Many things to do, to be done this week..

****

Tomorrow is Law mid term test, and I'll finish my class at 3.30 pm.

then I should straight away go to McD to do training.

It starts at 5 and finish at 9.30 pm..

I will come back home and continue to study FIS for the next day mid term test.

On Wednesday, after 3.30 and discuss about my FIS assignment with my friend,  I can relax for a bit..

Thursday, I can wake up a bit late and prepare to go back to McD..

I am going to have the second training and it will finish at 10.30..

It is so late and this is my first time go home that late..

I kind of nervous and scare a bit..

However, there is no choice...>.<

I'll sleep to the next morning and go to school..

I have my favourite law lecture until 2.30 with Nok..

It is always fun...^^

I cannot even think what am I going to go this weekend..

***

I just feel I am going to relax...

enjoy my weekend..

***

I feel lonely thesedays..

It feels like something is missing from me..

Anyway, as usual, I always try to be strong..

I know I can survive..

I can do it...^^

Exam Weeks

Akhirnya datang jugaaaa...

Minggu- minggu penuh derita karena assignment and test are everywhere..

huhuhuhu...>.<

Parahnya lagi, some assigment's due date is 10th May 2010, siaaal...

huhuhuhuh....T.T

anyway, i am quite happy these days...

banyak hal menyanangkan yang bikin excited hari- hari trakhir ini..

semua adem ayem...

senang senang...

Melbie- ku tercinta ini lagi dingiiiin banget nget nget...

Suhu sekitar 12an derajat..

Hmm... Di Bandung ga sampe segini kan?

But trust me, u will prefer winter to summer in melbie...

Summernya menderita banget dah..

mending winter kemana- mana..

I am still waiting for McD training now..

Hope they will call me the end of next week, after all of mid term test finish, hehehehee....^^

KOREAN DRAMA...

"My Girl" addicted nih sekarang..

anaknya lucu banget yang main, gemeeesin abiiiss...

anyway, ga bikin ga belajar juga lho...

sambil daaaahh...

Heheheehe..

Miss my home these days..

pengen pulang..

Apa daya ga bisa sekarang, musti tunggu akhir taun..

Semoga hari itu bakal cepet dateng..

Ganbatte!!!!

especially buat semua yang lagi sibuk sekolah..

Semangat 45 deh anak2 Indonesia, hehehe...

Luv u and miss u all...^^

Gggrrrrr.....

Siaaaallll!!!!

Kesel kesel keseeeel...

Kenapa sih semuanya jadi gini?

kenapa g jadi BT siii??

Kenapa g jadi ga suka digituin si?

kenapa g jadi bosen dengernya???

Kenapa kenapa???

padahal semuanya biasa banget deh..

Ga ada bedanya sama dulu..

Yang harusnya g ga usah kesel..

yang harusnya ga bikin g banting HP..

yang harusnya g ga usah tiba" teriak dan bikin housemate g loncat..

Kenapa baru sadar sekarang lu ga suka begitu Cit???

Telat udah, telat..

Hwaaaa!!!!

Sial sial sial...

Sabar Cit, sabar..